Tuesday, October 27, 2009


Yesterday, my friend, Petty told me a poem. This poem was nominated by UN as the best poem of 2006, Written by an African. She told only a part of it, so I went to search the full one.
Here is the poem for you to read;

When I born, I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black
And you white fellow
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in the sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you grey
And you calling me colored?

Very touchy, isn't it?

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Unexpecting the Unexpected

Yesterday, the announcement about Big 35 of the Scholastic Award was out. WITH MY NAME ON IT. well I was a bit too late to heard that, while my other friends who also were with me, in a Science-Technology Expo at Riau University, have heard the news and of course they had been overwhelmed by then. Me? I thought that my name wasn't listed there, joked on my Twitter page, "How about me? HAHAHA." Curios, I texted my friend. She replied me, I read it. She mentioned some names-I read it carelessly, ended with, "Don't forget to treat us."


Why did she tell me to treat her? wth? then-carefully, I read the list of names again.
I read it again. It stayed still. "Was that my name she mentioned?" In all of the sudden, I screamed. My friends who were there too, congratulating me too. Gosh I was sooo happy. (tau lah scream saya, kaya ketel berisi air mendidih ;p)

Well, knowing that I am in big 35 means I am in the safety zone. This big 35 will be divided in to five ranks; all of us will get the scholarships, different amount based on our ranks. We will be ranked by the following tests; TOEFL Test, Essay, Psychology Test, and Interview. Still long way to go, tho.
Wish me a very very good luck, dearests. Who knows that I could be the first winner? No one, but I think that's too much, a tons of geniuses in front of mee hahaha lol.

Good bye everyone! Sleep tight :)


btw; the title is taken from my friend's opinion when he heard same news as me, I love those words. Thx Buddy :)
All of the big 35 from our school,Cendana Rumbai, were all from my class. Eleven Students. What a genius of us. But the Major students that were chosen were from Cendana Duri High. They are super.

gonna update soon with the photos (maybe)

Friday, October 2, 2009

You Choose : Present or Future Happiness

Ahh.. I wish I could write about something interesting, but here I am, stuck in this intersection, between stick with these stuffs stick with dream of me and my parents. I am definitely choosing to pursue my dream, because as Mario Teguh said," we can't change our past while the past absolutely affect our present life. But we still can change our current life and of course it will affect our future." So I must prepare for my dream from now on if I want to fulfill my dream.

Beside of that, How are you? How's your holiday? I'm sure all of you should have got into your normal life activities, while my school is still having some more vacation

Also, It's been a long time since last I posted my self-potrait, too...

well everyone, my vacation is almost over, and in no time there will be a precious event, "Scholastic Award" exam, so I must prepare myself more! Off to hangout with those thicky books, See ya!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Gonna post very soon! :D